Wall Of Bad Personality Traits

When things get hard I always back down
Facing challenges is difficult for me
The feeling comes as if I am about to drown
I wish things came to me easily

I know my goals, just not the plan
I wish I could get a hint
I’m constantly struggling to figure it out
I want to say I lived, but I didn’t

How Do I Reach My Goals?

I want to reach the top, fulfill myself and what I’ve got

I just don’t know where to start, so many different directions

I see everyone else reach it, but never the same way

How do I get myself there, I feel a disconnection

I know I’m young, but the time is really now

But I keep taking steps back, getting further from home

I Don’t…

I don’t want to go back to school,

I want to go back out there and explore the world.

I don’t want to go to college.

I’m missing out on everything while I’m stuck in a classroom.

I want to go my own way and break out of this terrible system.

I don’t want to be forced to go to school and go to college to get a job and a life I don’t want

This is NOT what I want.

I need to use the talents and ambition God gave me.

I don’t want to be another clone that these schools create.

I don’t want to be another number.

I want to explore, be myself, and live a life I deserve.

 

I was away for 10 days without the stress and worry, but it all hit me once I got home. I can’t get away until I actually go away. 

(Just got back from Italy not even an hour ago and I have school tomorrow.)