She was always doubtful about things that came her way.
She was very ambitious, but afraid.
She knew what she wanted, but it never crossed her path.
She knew it would come, but she didn’t know when.
Her thoughts and beliefs made finding it more difficult.
Her friends had it easy, they never went through the struggle.
She was different, knew herself more than anyone could about themselves.
She wanted to jump ahead and find it. Find what she was looking for.
She knew searching for it wouldn’t make it come faster.
But she was tired of waiting around, she was becoming a disaster.
All she wanted was to find someone.
She wanted to feel the warmth and pain of being in love.