to the moon
i will reach
i will plant my star
in the deep, universe sea
a piece of the stars
was given to me
from the moment of my existence
a piece of my peace
to be one with this place
on earth I will stay
but I will reach the moon one day
to return the star it gave me that day
you used to talk to her every day
she always said something that kept your attention
no matter what she wore, she blew you away
she was easy going, there was never tension
maybe you did love her a little too much
she needed her distance and space
but to her, you were her crutch, trying to hold her up
let go, but don’t worry, you won’t be replaced
she feels guilty for making you fall
when she knew she wouldn’t be there long
but she had troubles of her own
you helped put her life in pause, but to her, you just didn’t belong
she had to go
I had to go
I’m sorry the feeling didn’t hold on strong enough to last long
I don’t know where my mind went wrong
Maybe you would understand if you were willing to take my hand
and take a step into my world, so many stories I kept to myself, for so long they were untold
I hope you’re worth trusting because I know I’m not perfect, so don’t run away
they say I’m just another brick in the wall, but without me the walls would fall down
my mind is a different place than any other, so it will take some getting used to
i don’t think anybody has understood me the way I think you do
I’m afraid my differences will be too overwhelming, so you’ll leave me, but it’s worth the heartache
She woke up to see a white blanket of snow outside her window.
It’s so new and clean, untouched and barely seen
Funny how something so beautiful could be so cold,
tragically similar to her own lonely soul.
my mind is running wild
i can’t keep it tamed
it jumps around and causes pain.
from thought to thought, there is no break
another day of self conflict.
I want it to stop, it needs to now
it’s breaking me up, I need to shout them out.
my mind takes over, my body follows,
it’s a game between my mind and heart that’s so shallow.
I’m trying to run from myself,
but i end up falling into hell,
and find my head burning and spinning,
I yell and cry for help.
the one who has caused this
will always be me
so I have to take my own hand
and guide myself to set my mind free.
this fight against myself will end,
I will win against my mind
I will stand taller and stronger to leave it behind