To The Moon

to the moon
i will reach
i will plant my star
in the deep, universe sea

a piece of the stars
was given to me
from the moment of my existence
a piece of my peace

to be one with this place
on earth I will stay
but I will reach the moon one day
to return the star it gave me that day

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Skinny Love Explicit

i cannot open up to others
when you’re still all i think about
i don’t cross your mind
as much as i want

how can i be sure
that you don’t think of me too
when i look back on our time
i see the love you kept inside

you came to me
couldn’t let me go in the mornings
i never told you how i felt
maybe you thought i didn’t feel anything

for a short time, i was around
i didn’t want to plant something in your mind
it would only hurt, i only wanted good
i wonder if it’s too late to tell you

across the blue you are
living your life as before
but from the start you meant so much to me
i hope this can continue somehow

this is so fucking hard
you’re the only one who ever made me feel this way
eighteen years without it
but you showed me it does exist

i do hope you’re happy
however our lives end up
but for now i refuse to sit back
and not fight for my first love

i hate using that word
“love”
it’s all people talk about
but now i understand them for once

i could write about you for days
for years, pages and pages
i could never get sick of you
right now i’m missing you like crazy

i don’t want to go crazy
that’s the thing
i want to open my heart
to others around me
but if i do
i would let go of you
and that’s the last thing
i would ever want to do

whether or not you feel the same way
just to be in your life
i would feel okay

though it makes it easier on me
being so far away
but if you took a plane over the ocean
in a second i would fall hard again

i never lost feelings
they’re just easy to ignore
cause i haven’t seen you in months
i can’t do this anymore

that first day
the first day i saw you
i wrote about you
how much i already appreciated you

i guess it was love at first sight
for me, at least, from my side
even though to this day i still barely know you
i know enough to be in love with you

A Very Much Real (Yet Simple) Poem About My Very Real Life 

im jealous of the girl
who gets to kiss your lips

oh I wish it was me

it’s all I’ve been dreamin
she’s so lucky

doesn’t even know

she better hold on

if it were me i would never let go
she gets to hold you tight

sunny days, rainy nights

she can keep your shirts

you even let her sleep over
why can’t that be me

I’m not hiding, so why can’t I be seen

my timing is always off

I’m not that lucky
she’s not selfish

doesn’t have to be

because she has everything already

it all happened to come her way, so easily
my everything could be different

to her it might be just a little something

you’re the everything I talk about

she might not see it all in front of her
November 2, 2015 12:44 AM

The Outdoors And My Mind

Being outdoors really opens my mind

It gives me hope in a way

It makes me realize that there are so many different kinds of people out there

Everybody has their own story, each one is unique

I’m not alone in anything that I do

There will always be someone who will understand

They all go through their own struggles, too

There are so many different things to see, as well

No matter how hard things are, there’s always a place to go

If you think about it, you can run away from your problems

Find a place that provides clarity and peace, that’s all one needs

Being outdoors proves to me that I am not stuck here

This life is temporary, but it is in my hands to decide now what I will do with what I have to get me to where I need to go.

 

 

 

 

Not Myself, But I Feel Good

The alcohol turns my face red

I stand up and I feel it rush to my head

The world spins, but makes me feel right

My mind doesn’t really work, but my body feels light

 

I attract these feelings I never usually do

I think the alcohol makes me fall for you

Wish I could feel like this all the time

When I sober up, I wonder if you’ll still be mine

She Is Me

you used to talk to her every day

she always said something that kept your attention

no matter what she wore, she blew you away

she was easy going, there was never tension

 

maybe you did love her a little too much

she needed her distance and space

but to her, you were her crutch, trying to hold her up

let go, but don’t worry, you won’t be replaced

 

she feels guilty for making you fall

when she knew she wouldn’t be there long

but she had troubles of her own

you helped put her life in pause, but to her, you just didn’t belong

 

she had to go

I had to go

I’m sorry the feeling didn’t hold on strong enough to last long

I don’t know where my mind went wrong